calendar noise.

our last few hours are itching at my palms.

clocks are funny that way.

they like to hurt a little,
bite a little.

tomorrow will be tuesday.
and when your 6:30 alarm is making love to your favorite oatmeal,
remember that hours itch and the calendar is laughing at us.

remember that the calendar is laughing at us.

remember the cross-off's and the tick marks are burning holes in my textbooks
and the calendar is sipping coffee somewhere
because tomorrow will be tuesday and she doesn't even need to stop it.

clocks are funny that way.


they have me unscrewing the stars,
bare-hands-til-I-bleed since there's no time for tools.

they have me sending packages to LOVE without an area code.
and they say HOPELESS isn't a real return address,
but home was never a number.

they have me hearing seconds.
and milli-seconds.
and all the breaths that get lost in them.

they have me biting my nails at you,
or for you,
or with you,
bringing my teeth a little closer to my veins
and my veins a little closer to tearing.

the clocks have the pictures going up on the walls,
the walls coming down with the tears,
and the tears coming out with the hours.

and the hours,
they're laughing at us.

they're singing as they go.

but at least
they aren't gone

yet.

3 comments:

  1. I never comment on blogs really, but this time I had to because this was so good and I'm so sad for you even though it's a bitter sweet thing. I'm not much of a blog reader but I've always loved yours! So good!!

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  2. "they have me biting my nails at you,
    or for you,
    or with you,
    bringing my teeth a little closer to my veins
    and my veins a little closer to tearing."

    i don't really know what to say. your posts and everything. it's just all so good. this post gave me chills. and the ending too. so simple. so real.



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